“Happy Birthday to you….”, a greet to her where everyone are happy, then she asked, “me?”, then she asked herself that, ” is this my day?”, she think that there is a missing that change her life to worst.
In the cold evening night where everyone are busy for preparing her birthday, she is on the window looking at the sky and hoping that her mother called with her. She’s hoping that her mother talk with her. She know that it will be the greatest birthday of all, but it is not, her mother didn’t call. Everyone teasing her because of that happened. And then she got rebel. Rebel that lead to her to feel distance to her family. She know that it will become worst, but she continue it and it will lead to her conflict.
That morning while she is in her room, ley down and doing some chores, her phone rang and she answer it. And it says that she is inviting her friend to do some reunion. She know that it will continue yo drink but she continue it. She continue because in herself she think that no one care for her. When she went to that place she notice that everyone love to see her, she wish that he want that her family to be like that, always there for her and ready to advise. Then they got to drink, while they are drinking her sister text her that her brother was going to that place, and it was getting angry without any reason. She get nervous and start to think what might possible to happen. Then he brother come and get punch one of her bestfriend. They’re get fight and her bestfriend say to her brother that “i am going to kill you!”. And because of that, it lead to to another problem, her brother go to the place where his family never seen him and because of that her family blamed her for that happen. She get depressed at that time because her mother always scold her and all the right that she was doing was wrong to her mother sight. Then suddenly, there’s a good news that came to her family, her brother was already know where he was, but she still depressed because of all that happen.
Our adviser invite us for attending a cell group, it talks about on how face a problem. She know that it will be so easy but she try. Then all of the problem that she encouter was all gone because of that cell group and also by the name of our God. She thank our Lord and also our adviser ’cause it lead her to got a better life. Life is too short, you need to do all before it end.
“Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see the shadow”, a wonderful quotation that i’ve heard. You need a strength to all of it and have faith i God to resolve all of it. I learned that this life is so unfair, cause eventhough it is not your fault you will be the one to suffer. I’m glad that i didn’t get thia kind of depression but i still praying for Camela to her life to get better. Always remember that problem is just a problem, jusy smile to it.
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