The suddenly her tears pour down, and she doesn’t like to see by my eyes. I was desperate at that time and didn’t know what to do because i make my mother cry, She cry because of me who doesn’t know how hurt gave it to her. And because of that my mother feeling faded to me that time.
Early morning and everyone are busy for their stuff because everyone are going to work and school, and also i do my thing. I remember that i need a money because there’s a contribution for our classroom decoration. Then i face to my mother with all my confidence. I thought my mother give me a money but I’m wrong, she get mad at me and throw her awful words to me. I was crying at that time because of the words coming from her mouth. Then suddenly says that we don’t have a money for me to take off. Then her tears pour down until it reach her neck. I know that she doesn’t like it to see by my eyes because she keep covering her face but i know that it give hurt to her because i almost answered my mother with a cursed. I am so desperate at that time because i never see my mother cry like that. That time my mother feelings to me get faded and she get cold to me. I felt like I am just a trash in our family, and I almost get ate by myself and nothing want to join me. I thought that time i am not a part of our family and didn’t accept by my mother. Then she us the one who say sorry to me first even though it is my fault. I am so happy that time because my mother gave her all trust again to me and i’ll never let that happen again.
Regrets are such awful to a individual because of this it lead to become cold our love ones or part of our family. And also because of this it can affect your family relationship. I don’t want that to happen that again , i love my family and my mother is my strength of my everything.
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